Received a letter from Jonathan's school principal today to asked if we would like to withdraw him with immediate effect from his school because he has been absent. They needed the place for other students who are on the waiting list.
This came as a total surprise. I guess it's got something to do with my consideration of putting him on Home Management Program. We were going to have a meeting next week. I guess I will have to call the social worker for clarification..
It brings a lot of guilt ...
I feel guilty that I have deprived Jonathan of school.
I feel guilty that I am not doing enough for him.
I feel guilty that if I do bring him back to school, his vomitting will start again.
My heart feels heavy. I still want to keep trying to bring him to school. But if someone else needs a place then my not bringing Jonathan will deprive someone of the opportunity.
Sad that it has to come to this. Hopefully at the meeting next week we will be able to come up with something suitable for Jonathan.